Giving Up HURTS The Most Shattered MEMORIES

They said Times Heals Everything...but...Im still Waiting....
I'm Trying to move on...But still,your memory keeps me from doing so....I dont want you back in my LIFE....I dont want you HURTING me again...Not when...I've finally found someone to make me HAPPY.....not now....Not when I've found the HAPPINESS...i was searching for in YOU....I've had enough ....Please dont haunt me in my nightmares again coz...I'm AFRAID to fall one more Time.....so please give me a chance to be HAPPY...so just leave me alone, Dont come back anymore....coz... im sick and tired...of You...Your damn MEMORIES,your numb HEART and your EVERYTHING!!!!!Isn't it .....enough that you turned me FRANTIC and INSANE??!!!!!...Didnt you get enough.....of killing me more?????do you still need to HURT me more????Because IF...not you shoudn't have came back....and.....I shoudn't have FALLEN AGAIN.....
Doomo Arigatoo Gozashimashita...............